I have noooooo time nowadays, its depressing. Prelims are in a months time and I have not even finished my notes. I bought tons of assessments but haven't even started on them because I haven not finished my notes.

There is tons of English, and everything else to do. My English oral is on the 20th of August, the same day Prelims start, apparently. What a lucky day, huh. I can definitely say that nobody is going to pleased with whatever results I get during Prelim.

Anyways, Mt school every Saturday has become really irritating to attend. Each and every week, paper after paper after paper. I passed the damn paper and my teacher keeps saying that its still very low. My Mt Prelim is also in August and my exam is in October.

Compared to other subjects, my Mt is closer and I swear I better start to buck up in that. My teacher wants an A2 from me for Prelims and an A1 for O's. Impossible, but I'm going to try and not let her down(though of course I suck at the subject, I rather take Hindi or something else).

And my birthday is in 9 days :) Honestly, I don't know what I'm so excited for.

Right, so today isn't one of those days where I look like that. (up). I feel like I'm missing out on everything, you know? I know its another emotional post, but whatever.

Yes, so I feel like I'm missing out on whatever that one's supposed to enjoy in life. Besides the fact that I'm going to be 16 in about thirteen days..I'm watching Friends right now, and even that can't cheer me up.

School doesn't feel great anymore.

I just wanted to wish Beisi. Happy advanced Birthday! You're finally 16, and I hope you have a blast tomorrow. Throughout these four years of our friendship, you have really been a big support to me. You've always been there for me, through thick and thin.

(I can't believe that I'm actually crying while I'm typing this) its kind of hard thinking that you know, its our last year, and who knows whether we're going to keep in touch? Sure, everyone says "we'll totally keep in touch", but how many end up doing that?

I don't want to go to a new school and just leave all my old friends. Its sad, but I really hope we'll keep in touch. I hope we ALL keep in touch. Oh well, Happy birthday once again, and you looked great on be yourself day. :)

Love you tons :)

Oh and btw, I have Terence Lewis as my wallpaper on my phone! HAHAHA.

I feel lost.

Although my braces are now seagreen and I can actually SEE the changes happening. I feel good about that, but I still feel lost.

And since when do I talk that much?

Its still not okay.

School is horrible. Who cares anyway?

KL wasn't as productive as my family and I thought it would have been. It was a blast though, since there's family :)

And after coming back, I went out with Michelle to Haji Lane, Bugis and Suntec before/after the RDI exhibition which we hardly saw, haha! And in Haji Lane there was this guy who asked whether we wanted shisha(however you spell it) so I said no, then when we walked further this other guy asked me again. So I said no and then the previous guy came to this guy and said in Hindi, "she'll take out her slipper and hit you with it" and then they laughed.

Like wth? The people there were weird, but the shops were coolio :D See yous!

Heyheyhey.

As per Winnie's reqeust, I am updating!

So um basically my life has been going mostly okay, but horrible at times.

The June holiday intensive coachings are over, (thank goodness). Though during the left 2.5 weeks i won't be able to meet people. Oh! I'm meeting Elaine sometime next week to go running at ECP :DD

And this Saturday I'm going to Malaysia with my family. Till Tuesday. I'm going to KL to go see the twin towers and Batu caves(I honestly have no idea where its batu or batuk)which have 200 steps ! I can't wait for that.

I still remember when I was a kid, when my mother and I went to Bangalore to visit my grandparents, we had driven to this place with my uncle and two cousins to climb 600 steps!!(thats what my mother says not me. all i remember is the height). The way my cousin and I raced each other was so fun, haha.

Well anyways I have my braces! Four only though. Where the extractions were, to fill up the gap. Then after about 3 to 6 months I'll have my full brace.

Okay I have to go and start packing. Bye! :)

Jai Ho! :)